It’s been a minute or two since I posted an abstract on here and I thought I should just drop something.
As usual, I’m gonna be posting it and uploading the pictures in case anyone wants to save them to their personal devices.
Here it goes:
FI I T’NOD
If I don’t write, how can I keep my sanity?
If I don’t write, how can I keep the boxes in my head locked and in order?
If I don’t write, how can I keep my demons at bay?
If I don’t write, how can I not drown in the sea of sadness that threatens to swallow me?
How do you expect me not to lose my mind?
My emotions are in a haze, in a confused haze…running in all directions, inconsistent patterns.
All hanging by a very…thin thread.
How do you expect me to escape the clutter of daunting thoughts that threaten to consume me?
How am I supposed to help myself if I don’t write?
Don’t you want me to get better?
Do you like seeing me this way?
If I don’t write, how can I barely keep thoughts of you out of my mind?
If I don’t write, how do I kick images of you out of my already twisted head?
If I don’t write, how can I keep my hands off you. . .
And for the pictures ;
Enjoy. *clinks glass cups in cheers*